m-aomao/.

2011-02-02T08:08:00.000-08:00

bebe snap shot me bathing my princess :)
i swear her face damn boyboy lor :(
when i go out with her , everyone saw her the first question is ' is your baby a boy '
wth :( nvm,next time she will be a beauty :) its CNY & red packet coming in for y baby not me anymore :(
wish my princess always healty & happy :)

2011-01-26T20:54:00.000-08:00

i realise my blog drop dead for a long time!
well , re-organise it & blogger i will only upload my precious thingy :)
my stuff will be on tumblr !
thats much more better since i've nothing do at home :)
my baby is growing well & she the happy cutie in our home ! :)
love you deep deep!

2010-11-07T02:43:00.000-08:00

left with 17days , every moment from now.
its like a time bomb.

ohoh, i prefer blog with pictures ,
cause i think readers will tend to read on a picture post than a long wordy post :P

hmm , taken picture on this month of my stomach.
and of cause the clothes i've chosen for her man yue's :)
so impatient the.
alright thats all for now ,
nov 11 checkup again ! :X

2010-11-03T04:44:00.000-07:00

( i would like to say , i've the world best husband )
:D

right, pictures of many days ago , taken on saturday :)
silly boy of mine , use his last 10dollar note to buy me a box of macaroon
from the icing room :)
thanks bebe :D
whatever complain i have , still you're the best to me &
i love you still that much :)

alright , after today , i will be left with 20days .
tmr going for check-up somemore , alamak.
abit scared :X
what if the doctor detained me there & tell me im ready ?
just , wish me all the best man :)
whatever thing, i know you gonna be by my side the :)

Hi precious :)

2010-10-28T03:49:00.000-07:00

'doesn't voice out , doesn't mean don't care too'
thats what a pregnant woman will do - full of complaining .

( this will be a wordy post)

had lunch with love at punggol yesterday, was like finally im having lunch with him.

i have forgotten how long i didn't have lunch & dinner with him ,
how long we didn't go out shopping just the two of us ,
how long we didn't catch a midnight movie ,
how long he has not stay at home just for that one whole day to accompany me.
he's always working & busy whole day.
& me with precious are left at home watching drama. but i know cause
my dued date is coming nearer and nearer & im not suppose to runabout anywhere now.
okay , & i know bee is working hard outside to earn money for me & precious.
but i just feel like complaining , i felt so much unfair(s) for him.
but thats his character & because i love him that way.

50% - work
30% - friends
20% - useless stuff
family - ???%
how much percent left for me & precious?
why can't him get a off for himself , why can't he made a break for himself,
why is he always thinking of others first , why even though he is tired yet he never
say ' no ' to others, why does he work double to cover people's job ? why must he give all the advantage to others even he have to work hard? why must he rush to others just because of others giving him a call ? why is his role always so important to others ?
why ? because he's not selfish & he's too kind hearted,
he always make the best for others even though he have to go through hardship &
even though he is being used.
he treated everyone more than just a friends.

do he ever think that for one time he haven't go with me to shop for precious's thing ?
do he ever think that he's tough working outside, but being pregnant also not so easy?

tried not to stressed him too much , tried not to complain so much ,
sometimes feel so upset yet have to control.
sometimes feel so unfair yet i cant tell him.

we're the one who love her & wanted to bring her out to this world.
so no matter how tough , how hard the pregnancy process is ,
i won't say tough , i won't say hard .
cause i love my daughter with my whole heart.
& because we're the one who wanted to bring her to this world so much.

but i just wanted to tell him that my due date is getting nearer ,
i will be scare , i will be afraid too.
i, too , like all his friends , needed him to be around me .
left not more than 1 months already,
anytime , anywhere i will have to rush to hospital for deliver.
& he know i wanted so much that he will be around my side , welcoming our
little precious & also be giving me support.

hearing so much of the process of giving birth , for the pain those experience mum
have gone through, i don't think i cant crop well too as i'm not experience,
i'm the first time giving birth too. i just want him to be ready around my side.
give me encourage & support , accompany me on the day when bringing our precious to this world.

on the nov, for the final check-up or second finaly check-up,
i wish he can accompany me thru out the whole check-up,
really sit down & listen to what the doctor say & be really prepare.

sometimes , his friends need him to be at their side , is also just like i needed him
to be by my side too.
sometimes i think why must his friends snatching him from me ,
why can't them be understanding abit to let him put his family first.
he is the one who will be a father soon,
he is no longer the single man who you guys give him one call , he must rush to you
guys's side already.

he's a married guy , he's the guy who got kid & wife to takecare,
he's the one who must have responsibilty of his family.
this 10 months , precious have been by my side , even bee doesn't
accompany me , she the one i will talk to , she the one made me feel not so
lonely.
i don't wanna add burden to him , i just want him to know that
i love him , i wanted him to love me as well as our daughter too.

( FYI , we haven't been quarreling , just that i felt so unfair & i feel like complaining )

2010-10-17T20:42:00.000-07:00

i realise i start take icture & start blogging back. haha
maybe im really bored this time.
cox im gonna on dued & i cant keep going out & must stay at home to rest &
prepare when there's any heavy stomachache on me,
hmmm. well kinda scare .

although have my check-up & last check-up on nov 4 !
:) waiting ahead :)

picture taken on friday .

2010-10-13T03:06:00.000-07:00

ok , rotting at home for two days ,
finally bebe is bringing me out to breath some fresh air ;)
nowhere afterall , only went farrer park.
hmm but still i got to go out :)
i have to start to walk alot now man ! :)
ok , looking at the picture i cant believe that i dare to take picture with
my naked face on . no choice, makeup have some harmful substance in it which
will be harmful to my precious so maybe makeup after i give birth :)
so lady who are pregnant cut down on make-ups alright :)

thursday going for check-up :)
i think this will be the second last one & the final check-up on nov :)
alright , i love my husband & precious :)

picture when we are on the way out.

2010-10-07T00:11:00.000-07:00

as you can see , left side is 6 month's stomach, right is 8 month's.
does it made any different ? hmm.
next thrusday will be my check-up again.
& nov , last one check-up.
seriously i am afraid that when the day comes , i'll be panic
by the pain & rushness.
alamak :(
but still , i'll love my beloved girl :)

i cant admit that im really boring ,
bebe start to work & i cant follow so everyday have to stay at home.
is really very boring , but no choice i know bebe have to earn a living :)
wei da de lao gong :)

2010-10-03T05:52:00.000-07:00

well , went amk today with my family when bebe go do his things,
got myself a new phone :) Nokia X5 Azure :)
damn cute little phone :D gonna make bebe jealous man ! hahah.

taken some picture of my baby girl things :)
& she have got so much ppl waiting to dote her ,
she will be in good life in future man :)
ILOVEHER♥

this is her bed :)

three boxes of baby's clothes :)

here are more clothes of her's :)

her necessary things :)

2010-09-07T23:44:00.000-07:00

went to marina bay sands ytd again , this time trip i managed to get to the swimming pool :)
its utterly beautiful scene up there :) althought can get to swim, only can sit down there relax , its quite good alr :)
got book out this morning & back home resting ,
its raining cats&dogs again.
tmr having checkup , this month have growth scanning ,
which means i can get to seemy little precious again :)
she's 7month old in my stomach alr , 2more month ! :D

2010-08-28T10:28:00.000-07:00

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2010-08-14T22:30:00.000-07:00

done, ytd movie of 'inception'
pretty not bad, quite a interesting movie if you know how to watch it ?
hah, today going out again , eat,walk,shop.
thats all ! bye :)
bebe is really busy!

2010-08-11T11:04:00.000-07:00

alright, its 2.22am now & yet i still uploading picture into my facebook -_-
i should be tucking in, giving my little precious more rest!
so sorry to my love precious :(
& i still have check-up later on at 2pm .
today's check-up wont be scanning , means i cant get to see my precious
moving inside my womb :( i have to wait till next mth check up :(
hmm, i love the feeling she is moving & kicking inside me:)
today wanna upload picture on blogger yet i cant find my camera picture .
maybe next time will upload one picture will my stomach :)
nights!

2010-07-05T22:33:00.000-07:00

wedding photo is out !:)
finally update my blog. its going to die soon man !
hmm. currently maybe wont be taking any picture .
cox pregnant make me look real ugly :)
hmm. still will be updating with my baby picture ! :)
stay tuned !
& our wedding is on 11th of july 2010 :)
more picture coming !

2010-05-31T03:01:00.000-07:00

see that ?
my baby is growing inside my stomach :D
3 & a half month going 4 month :D
luckily bebe's back in singapore if not i dont know how to face so much thing.
hmmm. have been settle alot of things.
need to get baby check-up done , R-O-M, wedding & so.
thinking whether will be a boy or a girl? :)
more picture coming :D

2010-05-01T01:31:00.000-07:00

why am i writing so long ? i've been waiting for you for 34days.
come back Singapore fast my love.
today after 12am, is our 1yr tgt alr :D
although you're not in singapore, cant celebrate. but i'll still
wait for you to come back & celeb with me the :D

the picture above represent our
1st month ,
2nd month ,
3rd month ,
4th month,
5th month ,
6th month,
7th month ,
8th month ,
9th month ,
10th month ,
11th month &
till tomorrow 2nd of May 2010 our 1st Year :D
looking back & thinking back.

it bring alot of memories to me, from how we start to know each other,
why will contact each other , slowly we chat everynight on phone .
begin to have feeling for each other yet hard to say out &
control ourself not to fall for each other. in the end still cant be able to control.
from the day 1st of May 2009 , you & i confess our feeling towards each other
outside sky & you said " after 12am, may 2nd 2009 will be my bday. i promise that i'll celeb my bday with you every year"

maybe you & i not a very good person in the past that almost most of the people
objected our relationship. & congrats to them i've been affected.
but ended up we're back on 2nd of June 2009. &
i promise myself i'll nv be affected & let go of you again.
since then , we're going thru very peacefully ,
although sometimes there's conflict between us.
but everytime you use the fastest speed to make me smile again.
so i knew i never entrusted my heart to a wrong guy.

you always make me smile , laugh , sad , worried , cry , angry.
you control my emotions so well that i have use to rely on you.
many things i don't know how to rely myself yet always run to you.
i always get lost without you showing my direction.
i always lost my smile when you're not standing beside me.
i might be very unreasonable all the times but you never fail to
take my unreasonable & my attitude.
thinking back how we walk thru every obstacle & been thru so much
untill now.
1year is not a short period too & we have been thru.

although i've planning & thinking how to celeb our 1year & your bday
for so long yet in the end i cant celeb with you.
it is really a sad thing , of cox thinking celebrating it alone myself
still will cry & feel sad. i know there's nothing much to do .
but as long as you come back fast, although have already pass,
we are tgt , we still can celebrate anytime :D
& i really missing you alot :(

& here , still wishing.
HAPPY 1YEAR TO US & HAPPY BDAY TO YOU BEBE !
I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU :D

2010-04-12T21:41:00.000-07:00

想念你的笑
想念你的外套
想念你的吻
和你身上的味道.
想着你,只能每分每秒.

only can see you thru webcam.
heard your voice thru phone.
see your picture in my phone.
cant hug cant kiss cant express how much i miss you.
:'(

getting sick back again , morning start to vomit ,
feeling sucked again :(
night still studying. fuck shit man :'(

2010-04-09T22:48:00.000-07:00

in singapore, all your brothers would came to me & ask about you .
going out seeing other couple behaving so sweetly infront of me.
i would think of you ):
seeing sushi in the supermarket or shops i will think of you too.
in any places here, there're surely be your shadow here reminding me of you
as we spend so much memories in singapore.
which makes me missing you more.
it've been for 1 week you're not beside me bebe.
you know , i'm missing you alot ):
i know just for few more days only i can get to see , hug , kiss you alr.
yet im still missing you lot.
wondering have you been eating well there?
sleeping well ? resting well ?
but here i am in singapore, having sick & feeling sick everyday.
finally my stomach getting better yet my backbone start to pain ):
fuck! i tried to takecare of myself here so you wont be worrying there.
but i realise i need you to takecare of me. or maybe i need to see you everyday
to cure myself.
bebe ! im going crazy if you are not coming back soon !
im missing you , so do baby .
:D

went back to secondary school. seeing my friends there
& of cox meetup with my beloved girls !
weiqi, melody & huiling/
with my short ugly hair ?
i know me in short hair look freaking ugly or weird but...
nvm , XIAOHEI wants me to be in short hair :P
saw some ... old friend too ?
hah, going back , the memories in school
when im still young that time , flashing back into my mind :)
so happy & carefree that time/
now each person gone own way.

going back , kampong chaichee ~ sing k ?
haha :D fun ! thanks for all of you.
i'll go down bedok often but not when my xiaohei is back hur !
oppps :D
maybe we'll meetup in other few more months time alr ba ? :X

im rotting at home ):

2010-03-28T07:08:00.000-07:00

bebe boy , what are you doing there?
i miss you damn much do you know ? ):
4 day without you by my side alre.
you know how difficult to make one day to pass by ?
):
bebe , faster faster come back nah !!
i really miss you alot eh..

shocking of my hair ?

nothing to be shock.
just changing a new hair sytle man!

went to malaysia this weekend & just got home.
didnt manage to see my nephew ):

hmm, actually reason is that bebe wanted me to cut short my hair
for a long time ago.. asked me to cut short my hair for a few times alr.
since he is oversea, wanted to give him a surprise when he get back.
hope that he will like it :x

2010-03-25T20:59:00.000-07:00

bebe will not be around in sg for a few days.
sigh.
i miss him so badly now.. thinking that everyday we will be meeting ,
going out the but a few days i cant see him & hear his voice.
how sad will that be ?
):

ytd night (25 march),
accompany him the whole night in changi airport.
lucky i still can accompany him.
from 12am all the way till 6am (26march)
& his flight is on 26 march the 7am.

the feeling is damn sucked really.
knowing your lover will not be around your side for few days,
you cant see him , hardly can hear his voice.
hugging him before he's gonna board in .
& seeing him walk into the departure hall.
the feeling totally sucked i can swear.
although its just a few days, but for me . its alre very horrible.
worrying him & thinking of him.
i hope time will really pass very fast .

bebe, i'll wait the nah !
you faster call me , i've been waiting for your call alr.
love you.

2010-03-23T08:53:00.000-07:00

this is what bebe draw for me ytd :D
thanks alot bebe !! so gan dong the ):
:D 爱死你了:D

im getting fedup of my hair !!
): people think i should curl it or cut short it ?
bebe wanna me to cut short my hair mannnnnnn :D

arrrgggggggggggh.
tmr swimming ! :D

2010-03-21T09:01:00.000-07:00

昨天是恋人
今天说分手就分手
多情的人注定
伤的比较久..

By 蔡依林 , '我知道你很难过' .

在这个世界上, 我最怕的是你要离开我,
你知道吗? 我是那么的爱你的.
你是我的人生也是我的一生.

2010-03-19T09:09:00.000-07:00

bebe. anything tell me hao ma?
dont everything also keep to yourself nah.
like you say before , we must honest ma.
we been tgt for so long le right ? i also wanna everyday
happy happy go out with you the ya ?
sigh.
| but i really love to be by your side ;) |

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went suntec for food exhibition today.
a few things there compare to expo.
expo is more big & more thing lor !
hmmm then went marina walk around.

thinking tmr where we will be going ):
hmm.

2010-03-18T08:56:00.000-07:00

overdue.s

okokokokok. long time didnt blog again.
hmm, picture below is only just entertaining myself
cox i've to wait for my dearest husband to make himself look handsome :D
& also help him to advertise the 'HUGE' lighter ?
hmmm.
simple day ,
just went out with him , alan & agatha.
finally to tamp to JALAN !
fuck long didnt step till there alr , saw melody & huiling.
they seems so dao one !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
hmmm, afterthat went back bebe's house & home then :D

tmr i wanna take picture again ah bebe ! :D
hmmm , i wanna go the food exhibition !
im getting fatter & fatter ,
(which bebe wanted me to be )
hehe:D

this is bigger than other lighter , its 4x the normal one in singapore.
still got two more torch light on the bottom,
if you guys find it cool , wanna get it ,
inform me :D
(if you have friends know me , tell them & ask them inform me:D )

2010-03-02T07:32:00.000-08:00

bebe,
happy 10th anni :D
i've keep a secret in your phone . found it ? :D
i know you'll see my bloggggggg "D

as usual. play stunt to work today . hehe :D
have lunch @ his place , spend time :D
night went to have out dinner @ Iluma.
find tianci than went home.
long time we didnt spend time & whole day only have me & you only.
everytime got your friends along.
so feel quite happy today, how i wish everyday like today ?
H-a-h-a..
well. thats all ! :D

always remember that I LOVE NGO CHOON WEE :D
bebe , do you like surprise ? heheh !
tell me k ? MUACKS!

2010-02-19T08:23:00.000-08:00

3days of CNY , collect lots of angbao uh ? :D
1st , 2nd day nightclub uh?! enjoying life :D
3rd day watched movie : percy jackson & the lighting thief.
damn nice ballszz "D feel like watching again :D
4th , boring start work man.
so my good life day stopped & start working again ):

alright, just finish work at 3,
bebe fetched me & went to TPY , eddy & nic was there wanting to put
some body arts. chi, donavan & yicong came afterwards.
talk cock sing song.
in the end kana bebe put body arts,
waited him for 3& 1/2 hours.
but is quite nice :D

MR NGO ! I KNOW YOU'LL BE READING MY BLOG AFTER YOU REACHED HOME,
I TELL YOU !!
YOU PROMISED ME THAT WILL BE YOUR EVER LAST BODY ART HOR !
DONT NEXT TIME COME SAY 2ND LAST, NEVER LAST THE K ? :D

love you lot lot ! kekes>.< :D

starting : 7.30pm

after 3& 1/2 hours : 11.30pm
of the final art piece :D

do my eyebrow look nicer ? :D :D

last day of CNY.

2010-02-06T09:38:00.000-08:00

*bee, woman brain is all sort of thing that you cant imagine,
like to think alot is one of my weak point.
thats what you cant blame on :D

whole day at bee's house till 6plus eddy came.
went changi , long island eat dinner.
plan to went lava edge, ended up went back bee's house slack awhile more.
go home.

2010-02-02T07:59:00.000-08:00

Edited/.

couple date "D

oh ! HAPPY 9months BEBE ! :D
9MONTHS isn't short period.
since we've been till now, i believe there're more in future.
conflict , back to normal , conflict & back to normal.
yet we dont seems drifting.
Trust me baby, i've never treat my boyf so truly good.
you, & those who know how i get worried about you so much/.
cox on earth, i just worried & care for you.
you've enter my whole life , you know ? "D
i believe, even you're gone & lost. im able to find you.
i really did :D
today couple outing w tianchi & ezella :D
thanks for everything , im happy :D

2010-01-15T18:53:00.000-08:00

okok! finally im blogging now :D
hmmm , CNY is coming ! time to get angbao ya ? :D
but my money flow like water man !
worth it.
got myself a CarloRino bag , "Samsung Star" phone & 4 dresses, 1 top & 1 heels.
which already cost me around S$570 alrd !!
stil got bebe his jeans & shoe cost me $70 ! :D
but lucky still left some money in my bank , enough
for me to go out half day only ):
& i not yet complete my shopping yet man!!
still left all my makeup kits to top up & change .
have to wait till my next pay day man ! ):

today again , is me & bebe off :D
later on will be flying to his house alr! :D
see ya , picture will upload.

2009-12-25T15:40:00.000-08:00

All Staffs , Manager & Boss(s), (MILLENIA WALK OUTLET)

All Staffs , manager & boss(s), (LIANG SEAH ST OUTLET)

All Staffs & Managers.

hi hi !
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE !
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED DARLING ,WEIQI :D
many ppl went for countdown on the 24th dec , but what i did
was went back home & sleep :D
cox i have to work on 25th of dec. so sad right ?
but 25th dec night have a party at my workplace with all
my workmates & boss(s):D

2009-12-04T22:34:00.000-08:00

today is our off day , currently at bebe house blogging :D
he's cooking something for me to eat o :D
hmm , enjoy the picture !

bebe's edit :D

at bebe's house going genting soon
:D

just reach genting :D

first day at genting :D

with his cousin & his mum , at our hotel room :D

outdoor theme park :D (second day)

at hotel otw to take bus back sing.

coming back singapore le , at 'yong peng' :D

2009-12-04T05:01:00.000-08:00

k , back from genting around 1week alre , & currently at my new house!
next week maybe house warming !! :D
& once i reaching singapore, the second day i do is , WORK!!!?!
WTF, forget it , is working time for me .
& i didnt have the time to post those pictures i take at genting too.
but nevermind, i know bebe will help me blog :D
cox all the picture at his comp !!!!
tmrw our off day again ! so happy the!! :D
and now my house is like very near to bebe's house le :D
readers , wait for my beloved bebe to help me blog those picture k?
:D

2009-11-09T08:03:00.000-08:00

first! : HAPPY HALF YEAR TO MAOMAO & XIAOHEI :D

second! : im off again D:
but not with bebe ! ): but of coz , bebe's break time & finish work got find
him ! so miss him the. accompany bee go bugis street , so taoyan.
he walk till where also saw friends.
hmm, have to wait till next week than can off tgt with him le D:
met up huiling, gary , weiqi & joel.
finally saw them ! many funny things happen today.
gary the joker , made us laugh till mad.
:D one month meet one time go out k ?
count down 2 more week to go for me & bebe go genting :D

2009-11-04T19:04:00.000-08:00

xiaohei , maomao , cheryl.l , ely , ryan , lit da , johnathan , ivan & friend.

outing @ 天天火锅 :D

okay , this pic is taken on the 30th on oct .
when for steamboat after everyone's work.
meetup & went there. met my beloved cheryl.
finally get to see her :D hmm.
was fun & forget to catch up our last bus then , in the end have to cab back -_-
but was fun :D
round out that actually every of my friends are doing fine &
they are working now . at least they wont be nothing to do & keep waste money.
at least they are trying to earn money :D

2009-10-26T10:33:00.000-07:00

have i said wrong ?
what i referred was, im not worth th memory in your brain.
im a very lousy friend since long.
i've change till you guys might not recognise me anymore.
i know very well myself that i cant turn back.
for the last time before i disappear, i just wanna gather the 4 of us ,
just for the last time.
life is this , when you chose a path without thinking ,
there's no other way to find a u-turn .
hope so..

2009-10-23T22:07:00.000-07:00

ok ! since very long time i last blog , many ppl forget me alr right ?
nevermind , i wanna ppl to forget me. :D
work,work,work ! i know noe=w all my friends are having exam,
hope you guy work hard & get a good result :D
meetup when you guys have holiday :D
today is my off , same thing , going out with bebe ! :D
&&&& NOV 23,24,25 , im going to genting with bebe & his family o.
my mum wont be going . hahhaa ! will update by then :D

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2009-09-25T08:51:00.000-07:00

weehee ! fianlly im blogging :D
as i said earlier , my off day today ! :D
went to watch movie at bugis junction , name is : " 9 " .
its a nice movie , rating 4.5/5.
fianlly watch movie with bebe didnt fall asleep. opps :x
hahaha , went millienia walk there to eat & visit work friends :D
aftermath , went to marina sqaure & back bugis junction to eat cheesecake.
N.Y.D.C OREA CHEESECAKE IS MORE POWER ! :D you guys must really go eat their
cheesecake !! thaks bebe for treating me :D hehe ,
my tummy now start to show obvious , well today have alot fun ,but
always time is fast, tmrw have to work again.
well, see ya :D

know what? we managed to watch abit of the F1 trail just now ! :D
the noise was really unbearable. but well , quite nice :D

如果我们不曾看过对方这么苦
有怎么会知道快乐一转身就是痛苦.
如果我们不曾走过感情这条路
有怎么会知道你是我的唯一 :D

no matter we're poor or rich ,
i will still be sharing the burden with you :D
we left with 2more years :D
I Love You.

2009-09-24T17:17:00.000-07:00

oh hello ! :D finally today is my off ! hehehe :D
everyday's life is only working working working
sometime even today what day also forget, but today friday !
later im going out with my bebe !! ohohoh :D

by this end of year , i should be moving to sengkang alrd ,
my new house's key is coming next week ! :D
maybe move to sengkang , is another life again , will not be appearing in
bedok maybe anymore ? haha , but my darlings, still will get to meet me :D
is kinda sad & happy ? sad to leave my friends in bedok ,you know ?
my darling weiqi is a kampong girl , she always slack at bedok but gary is better !
:D
happy that i can get rid of the past 2years memories in bedok. they are worthless.
but maybe from the day i didnt go school anymore , i have alr get rid of it.
6years , 3years , 3years.

2009-09-13T09:53:00.000-07:00

well , did you miss me ? hahaha !
finally i get to touch my comp.. mygod ! i think my comp missing me so much :P
have been working , the same company with bebe but diff outlet, so now ,
everyday also can meet him :D :D
suddenly think of , tmrw is the day for my darling to start
school, study hard ! i is CMIAA one k? my life now is only , working ? :D
so busy untill no time meet up my darling & di alr , miss them so much.
tmrw MONDAY ! off-day !!! ohhh , but accompany bebe to operation.
goodluck bebe :D hmm, tuesday im gonna meet my weiqi darling !! :D
finally have the time to see them :D

2009-09-02T21:37:00.000-07:00

" you're the mummy popping in that club "

ohohoh ! sunday gonna start my full time job alrd oh !
i have much more less less time to meetup all my darlings & beloveds alrd ):
nvm , MONEY MONEY MONEY ! :D
Lg prada said " why are you so obsessed in me ? " D:
HAHAHAH! kk , im gonnna say BYE to all those school friends once sunday ! ):
hmm , kk ? today have to stay at home be a good girl , to make bebe happy :D
but but but , i just miss him so much can ? awww ..
saturday is coming which is bebe's off day :D
but after saturday is sunday alr .
nvm , friday last outing with my DARLING & baby-mel ! :D

gonna continue my drama , BYEEEEEEEEEE ~

2009-09-01T09:48:00.000-07:00

oh well!
went suntect find bebe :D
he've 2 & a half hours break time , went mac have lunch .
very fast , 2 & a half hours just gone just in a blink of eyes ! ):
everytime like that the. still missing him alot .
went home fuck early today , watch my drama & blogging now :D
tmr get to see bebe again ! imma happy girl! :D

2009-08-31T08:01:00.000-07:00

k , now currently massaging with bebe ,
he made me having a urge to blog this post.
dont you guys realise that i today didnt meet him ?? ):
im sorry about that , i regretted coz i now really damn miss him can ?
only he's the one , makes me laugh like a kid , make my smile true.
only he's the one , make my life 100& , without him , im always 50%.
outing, no matters how many ppl , without him , my heart is always lonely.
only him , make me everyday would want to give him a surprise.
seeing his smile , i will be contented.
end of oct , im going genting with bebe :D
he's the first guy i go overseas with.

today went teoheng , some past memory of me & bebe,
thinking back, i really feel so sad that time.
but now , there's a different story of it. :D :D :D :D :D
luckily, i chose to go with you that time, or else,
now i've bcome what ?
how we start, & how we both changed to bcome like that ,
everything you done , you said , you showed, i remember clearly,
those memory a lifetime , unforgettable :D
remembering those vows we exchange for our rings,
those promises i exchange with my life.
you're the best :D

2009-08-31T06:51:00.000-07:00

ohhhh !
HAPPY ADVANCE TEACHER'S DAY.
dyed my hair :D meet cheryl & gary @ yuneng.
awhile more, meet baolian , went t1 walkwalk , there's a Lg shop that we went in.
THE LG PRADA & ICE CREAM IS SERIOUSLY SO NICE CAN !!! *wow*
hahahah , after that went teoheng sing k untill 6plus , left me & gary went
511 find weiqi & joel to have dinner , afterthat slacked & went home :D

2009-08-28T18:18:00.001-07:00

yummy yummy STEAMBOAT ! :D

today routing :
hospital, far east , bugis , suntect & home.
7plus , have our steamboat dinner ! with me , bebe , weiqi & joel :D
ate untill 9plus , went suntect walkwalk , around 11plus went home :D
today is a beautiful day , everything went so smoothly :D

although today spend the whole day w bebe , but there's always not
enough time for us , but , today i really enjoyed myself :D
thanks bebe :D
nevermind , from next week onwards , i gave school extra holiday .
maybe untill next year :D
Bye Bedok Green Secondary & the friends in that school :D

2009-08-27T04:09:00.000-07:00

k , as usual ?
bugis to find my fiancee !!!!!!!!!!!! :D
hahaha , ok ! TMRW IS FRIDAY ALRD !!!!
yeah ! today bebe's off day :D & tmrw me & bebe , weiqi & joel .
we 2 couples going to eat steamboat ! ohohohohoh! so fun right ??
hahahaha :D everytime , every week i will be waiting for bebe's off day only.
than can spend more more more time with him :D so happy so happy 0:

bebe , in my heart you're always 100% , 你不是擦肩而过, 而你是天掉下来给
我的礼物 :D
you're the best present i ever receive :D
我不需要很富有的你, 只要看你的眼睛就会有幸福.
as days go by , as my love increases for you :D

bebe missing me de face :P

2009-08-25T23:43:00.001-07:00

oh hello D;
how do i look when im in curly hair :D
hahaha , went to find my fiancee ytd , he was shocked with my
temporary curly hair ! hahhaha .
bcoz i have a curly teng boyf , so i must turn into curly teng siao ,
than next time we will have a curly siao family :D hahaha !
kk , later maybe going weiqi house , boring lo ):
FASTER FRIDAY ! coz bebe off on friday ): miss him miss him miss him so much lo !
TAOYAN DE BEBE ! everytime make me so miss him . haiyo ):

im sorry daddy & mummy , i doesnt know how to express myself ,
but i do really love you & this family alot. i know i've make you guys worried &
sad all the time , but , quiting school is the truth that i wanna tell you guys only.
i know you all very sad coz korkor cant study alr yet i this daughter still like
that . hais , i just wanna say , sorry mummy & daddy & bebe .
mummy first time call my boyf to advise me this & that , im really touched.
no matter i'll retain not , i wont let the school call you guys again .
those quarrelling all the time about my school things , im really fedup &
loss the interest in studies . but dont worry , i wont let myself & my baby suffer in
the future. sorry ):

2009-08-24T01:38:00.000-07:00

just reach home :D
at first was saying to go weiqi house eat steamboat , but in the end i
play a stuntner :D
oppps :D next time when xiaohei's off than we 4 couples go eat k? :DD
kk , ohh ? a cute babay picture !!
hhaa, that joel & weiqi's daughter !
......................................................................
NO LA ! is joel's mum babysit the baby , happy playing w her lo:D
she's so damn cute the can :D

hahhaa , now now now now !
i miss my beloved fiancee so much , you know ???!!!!??
): he's now working !! but i will cherish the time being with him the ,
coz next year he's going NS alrd ~!!! OHMYGOD !! ):
nov , he've a medical checkup from the NS.
awwww , i'll damn miss him the sia!! ):

ugly me , without makeup./

hi sotong erzi ! :D

2009-08-21T17:34:00.000-07:00

good morning !
later on will get to meet my beloved fiancee :D
hahaha ! will post at night after i get home.
&& just changed my playlists.
there are 6 songs inside , random :D enjoy !

/.edited @10.35pm

picture belows , speaks my day today :D
from i go out meet bebe , went super market buy things ,
went bebe's house watch drama , waiting for bebe to cook for me.
finally , bebe spend about 3hours cooking the chicken chop for me is done :D
ate , rest awhile & went out to 511 to eat w bebe & his mummy & his aunty they all.
about 10, bebe send me home :D
what a wonderful day today ! i enjoy it :D :D thanks bebe .

ohhh ~ my handsome fiancee :DD

2009-08-21T07:31:00.000-07:00

kk , as usual .
bugis again :D meet bebe & weiqi , joel there.
saw sebas & alex. kk , well , went to super market find ingedient.
know why know why ?!?!?!?!?!?
DONT KNOW RIGHT !! HAHAHAHAH ! :D
coz..................................................
tmr is saturday , & ITS BEBE'S OFF DAY ! ohmygod !
finally can spend whole day with him alr ! :D
bebe gonna show off his cookin skills but cooking dishes for me to test.
HAHAA! so tmrw im going super market with bebe go find ingedient.
LIKE 甜蜜小夫妻 right ???? HAHAHA , dont jealous . opps :X
i think tmr is gonna be a fun day right bebe ? we are gonna enjoy ourself !!!
heehe , so excited lo :D
you know , I MISS MY BEBE ALOT THE. EVERYTIME SPEND NOT ENOUGH TIME WITH
HIM THE SIA ! hen guo fen the leyyyyy ):

nvm , tmrw tmrw tmrw tmrw tmrw tmrw tmrw tmrw tmrw tmrw tmrw tmrw!! :D

2009-08-18T23:36:00.000-07:00

all overdued picture :D
so boring , went out ytd , go someplaces.
now im struck at home DUE TO YTD I LATE GO HOME ):
hais.
baby baby , i miss you miss you soo soo much laaa ! ):
2days didnt see you alrd , it seems like 2years ! ARGHHHHHH ! ):

2009-08-17T04:32:00.000-07:00

& of coz , nicer than weiqi the this cake , is done by MAOMAO the la ! :D
& its gonna give to my beloved fiancee , xiaohei . ohohoh! :D

this is weiqi's cake , do for joel the.

来来来 , come comment whose cake more nicer :D HEHEHE!
kk , obviously , today give a miss to school again .
went to weiqi whole day , slack& watched drama . talking alot of cock,
as usual , bitching like we do , hor ? :D :D :D :D
about 1plus , start baking our cookies & than cake :D
quite a perfect one , hope bebe will like it :D

&&& my mummy is so bad !
she dont like the cookies then she say
lucky they dont want eat, xiaohei jiu pity le , must 受罪 eat those cookies .
HEN ER XIN LO MY MUMMY ~! ):

today didnt meet bebe again ): sadsad ..
but when i baking the cookies & cake , i keep tink of bebe &
put alot of effort in it o :0 hope bebe like it :D

the cake that i do for my parents :D so do weiqi .

2009-08-16T08:43:00.000-07:00

I HAVE THINGS TO SAY!
to those readers who read my blog.

yes, i might be too young for engagement , although many ppl dont
believe, but i dont really give a fucking care to what they believe or not.
coz, its im the one who getting married not them , im the one having children,
not them. im the one setting a happy family , not them.
is im the one who wanted engaged earlier , marry earlier .
those who are close to me will know why i wanna marry earlier.
& STOP COMMENTING ABOUT MY BOYF & MY RELATIONSHIP IN MY BLOG K?
I DOESNT FEEL FUCKING GOOD , put yourself in my shoe ya?
if someone unknown keep commenting about your girlf/boyf , what do you feel ?
& stop being so busybody, this is my reltionship , MY LIFE.
i doesnt need any strangers to tell me what should i do or not.

like i said , i know every past of my boyf,
ppl do have mistakes but given a chance to changed .
cant my boyf changed too ? WHY DO YOU ALL HAVE TO BE SO CRUEL.
i admit, i've once kana affected but now , no matters how much
you all tell me about my boyf , I WONT GET AFFECTED K?
if you guys are concern & ofcoz , thanks alot,
but if you guys are just jealous , talking cock , than fuck off k?

i've enoughed of unknown ppl keep commenting about my relationship, my boyf.
do we own you guys anything or we have done any wrong?
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起?
难道我和小黑在一起有罪吗?
why do you guys have so much to comment about ?
can you all tell me why???
why why why ? im getting fucked up alrd.
you dont know what we've been thru than keep commenting about
the past thing . we've been 3 months alrd !!!! going 4 months le.
why do PEOPLE LIKE YOU ALL still wanna talk about us !!!!!!!!
CAN YOU ALL JUST DONT BE SO BUSY BODY NOT ?

2009-08-16T07:12:00.000-07:00

went to find bebe again :D
finally let me see till bebe le , although time is abit rush ,
but at least i get to see him ,everything is fine !:D
afterthat went to find weiqi & joel , walked ard bedok inter first.
then bused to siglap , job hunting agn , unfortuately ,
not much luck lo ):
anyone ? job please !!~
im missing bebe right now so much ):

baby , you made me change alot, you know ?
if is 7/8 months ago the maomao , everyday's hot weather confirm
will bcoz of small things jiu start shouting & quarreling ,
but i only quarrel with you once & never happened again le :D
if is 7/8 months ago the maomao , wearing a jacket went down to bugis
still have to wait for another 1hr more , confirm will made a BIG BIG fuss .
but today , surprising , i didnt :D
if is 7/8 months the maomao , i wouldn't everyday go down untill bugis the,
but now , i do it like everything :D
& im not complaining yet willingly to go down .
even my darling said so that i actually changed alot towards boyf :D
if is 7/8 months ago the maomao , wouldn't wait for a person untill
1 or 2 hours alone outside the , but now no matters how long you let me
wait, i'll still wait for you without any complains :D
see xiaohei , you're so honoured :D
i realise it too , when today me & darling have some small talks ,
my attitude & patients did changed alot , bcoz of you.
i learned how to control my attitude, i learn how to be patients :D
bcoz , iloveyou :D

2009-08-15T08:21:00.000-07:00

national day picture : weiqi, zhiqian & me :D

today rot at home untill 5plus, darling jio me go eat dinner .
k , went 511 see tham eat dinner & afterthat
they accompany me to chaichee'd pasar malam.
me & weiqi saw those bathroom shoe , very nice !
importantly , got WINNIE THE POOH ! hahah, & ofcoz ,
brought it :D weiqi brought hello kitty one.
k , searching for food , brought few items , but hor ,
WEIQI THIS DARLING LIKE NEVER EAT BEFORE FOOD LIKE THAT !
walk past whic stalls also go buy the food , she like never
eat before food like that !!!!! alamak.
settled , went to blk 33 there sit & have our feast.
in the end , everyone so full ! hahahha
than changed to blk45 slacked & many nonsense,
讨厌的weiqi , keep candid me !! but still kana caught by me.
hahaha , than she & or ki koh start wanna camwhoring le..
-_- but i also :D
laughter thru out , time to go home ard 9plus :D

do you realise, today didnt get to meet bebe ):
害我想死他了 ):
see he work untill so xinku , i really heartpain la !!
sorry bebe :( but thanks :D
really ai si ni le nah bebe :D
im waiting for next saturday , bebe's off day & can spend more time with him :0

yummy :P

wanted couple : chia or ki & or ki koh :D
their songka picture taken by maomao :D

2009-08-14T08:56:00.000-07:00

life's wonderful if only you're around.
well , today metup bebe again :D
went eat & slack with him first , than he accompany me to lavander :D
thanks for troubling you :D hahah ,
life is getting more happier for us le, lucky i've a baby like you :D
kk , bebe went off for work &
me , eddy , boonhow , weewee went to sky for some audition .
i know , im a fucking noobshit in audi , which i didnt train .
all of them bully me !! ):
k , after awhile ,shihao & royce joined us but ard 8plus ,
went back bedok find darling & co.
ard 10plus went home .
see how life for me is so boring when baby is not around !!! ):
next saturday than he offffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff .
NOW , I MISS HIM SO MUCH LE LO ! ):

2009-08-13T06:52:00.001-07:00

hohohoh! meetup bebe again!
me & bebe more & more good le :D :D so happy so happy !
haha , kk :D today gave bebe a big surprise .
感动死他了! HAHAHAHA ! :D
went to eat with him & he have to start work again ):
well , miss him so much alrd sia !!! ):
time always not enough for me & him ):
hais , took bus back to bedok , on the way , qian msg me & asked me out to slack.
& i agreed , reach inter & took bus 228 to her house there , awhile more eddy
joined us .
talk alot of cock.. lame.
about 8 plus went home le , but a good daughter & good girlf f xiaohei's :D
maomao so guai right ? ohohoho ~
LASTLY ! 我觉得我们越来越甜蜜了不得:D
我只是你的未婚妻,等着你来娶我啊 :D

&&&&&&&
k , talked out w my darling weiqi ,
something happened between few days ago.
but well , we've talked out & settle things out le :D
no matter how far we've drift , how busy we've to be with our boyf,
or how much misunderstanding we have , i will still come back to you.
k , someone trying to separate me & my darling hur ??
you know , I HATE SHOOTERS ! i dare talk about you & i dare to admit ya ?
me & darling doesn't have secret the leyyyyyyyy !
somemore made me so jealous of you hur ! * smack you *
& look , WE ARE OK NOW K ? dont try to separate us up ya ?
but really , darling , YOUR ATTITUDE SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK !
k la ! dont complaint about you le , faster get rid of your fucking LAZINESS ! :D

2009-08-12T06:25:00.000-07:00

*(warning ! : today's post is quite a pretty long one )*

well , give a school a miss today :D
pretty happy today , im not sure why .
but maybe bcoz i have a very wonderful boyf , made my day wonderful tooo ! :D
teeheees. meetup huiling ard 2plus , trained to lavender & bused to suntect meet
my wonderful boyf & tianci.
walked ard , getting so boring , dont know go somewhere , slacked .
brought bebe a cake from coffee club , treat as return back bebe as that time
national day , bebe brought a cake from bakerzen for me :D
how sweet was that *.*
bebe went back work & bugis shop w huiling , nothing caught her eye but
new things caught my eyes again ! ): regretted spend my money so fast ):
well , i can earn back :D

walk walk walk untill ard 8plus , train back bedok & then home sweet home :D
& now i know , i indeeed very short ): i was standing just outside bebe's shop
just now , yet he cant see me , & i nearly kana bang by car , lucky :X

peechaaa's on rollllllllllllll :

bebe said : yummy ! :D

* THIS POST IS SPECAILLY WRITE FOR YOU :D

well , since ytd , i than realise how much you dote me , love me .
im really very touched , thanks bebe "D
ytd , i've so call a nightmare & i cant get into sleep.
you're the one , who accompany me talk on phone thru whole night & yet didnt get sleep , today still need go work ):
you're the one , hoax me into sleep which you know , i dont dare to sleep.
you're the one , able to heard that im crying.
you're the one , who are always able to guess what my mind is thinking.
you're the one , who treat me so good & yet my parents didnt even treat me so good bfore.
you're the one , made me realise that actually life can be so beautiful.
thanks baby for doting on me , loving me & giving me your best .
after being with you, i know , whole person of myself CHANGED.
my life turned & my attitude changed too.
i didnt realise that guys could ever dote on girls so good ,
untill you showed to me .

me :'why do you dote me so much ? '
bebe:" bcoz , you're the one i love. "
me :' i scare i sleep & i cant wakeup again & i cant see you forever ): '
bebe: " if you cant wakeup , i'll hold on your hand & be by your side,
not eating , not going to toilet , not doing anything & just hold your hand &
accompany you untill you're awake. "

imagine how touched i am , baby ? ytd , i cried not bcoz im sad or what.
is bcoz , what you've showed me & told me , really touched my heart completely.
i never ever thought of & realise of that you actually so dote me , since ytd..
thanks god , i've found you & let you bcoz a part & pacel of my life.
thanks for everything that you've given me , thanks baby :D
i will & i promise myself i must , show you my best love.
i'll give you everything i can do.
if you run away , i'll chase.
if you hide yourself , i'll find untill you .
if you walk , i'll follow.
only , there's only 3month we've been tgt , but you did more than
enough than all those stead longer than my this relationship the.
i dont know i must say how many thanks to you ,
but , i only knw how to show how much i love you in order to thanks you :D
no matter how bad the situation is or how worst the days are ,
i will never , ever let go of your hand .

2009-08-10T00:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BRITHDAY SINGAPORE !
kk , national day again ?
went grandlink play pool then bus to suntect , DIDNT MANAGE TO SEE THE FIRE WORKS
AGAIN ! wth laaaaa , lastyear cant this year also can ! ARGHHHH !
found royce & chit-chat awhile , saw many familar faces too.
& i spend my stupid $10 catching bear but didnt catch till one ):
nvm , around 11plus, bebe came to meet me & headed to lavander meetup
the rest .
i can say , this is the best night i've ton ! ! :D
most of the singapore teenage will just go clubbing all those.
but different , we went pub , & long long time enjoy just once k ?
indeed very fun ! power.
k , about 7am reach home ? & slept until 2plus.
later still need meet weiqi they all go do something ):

2009-08-07T18:32:00.001-07:00

went to find bebe @ bugis , aftermath tamp meet weiqi & gary.
returned my uniform & got my pay , but not much ):
walk around t1 , sky garden & so , decided to went to safar for
some pool game , but there's no table ):
well , cabbed to 85 there , sat at one particular playground
& started our three person heart to heart talks. understand many things.
& i realise that i really did make my parent very worried about me &
disappointed in me, the police case, arguement, late going home ,
those lies & etc. hais. i failed to be a good daughter.
was thinking , if next time my daughter or son would
treat me like how i treat my parent how would i feel ?
& afterall still only the few of us tgt.
gary - for 7years i've known him.
weiqi- for about 1year plus i've known her.
gerald- for 5years i've known him.
the rest gone for separate ways...

*this part will be wordy./

was talking to bebe after i reach home,
i still rmb , last year national day , its the first time i saw bebe.
after national day , meetup all those, & last time i used to hate him
due to something , but everything was ok afterwards. suddenly around
this year april , he called me , at first wanted console & comfort me .
in the end , i realise i've some weird feeling towards him . HAHAHA
i force myself not to think so much , telling myself its not true.
in the end , still is the truth that i did have feeling for him.
one day , you confess your love to me , outside sky. hahha
i wont forget how shy , how red your face turn .

on 1st may , 11.05am , on bus 23 on the way back to tamp.
you ask me whether im willing to celeb your birthday 2nd may every year &
be with you everyday , every second . i said yes :D
& this is how we started , from the day we started ,
i know something have happen due to me . i realise i not totally
angry you or what coz i just keep thinking of you non stop , i
not sure why , just everyday everynight , whatever i do ,
i just would think of you . be back again , & i promise myself
that no matter what ppl say or wanted to sabo us , i wont heart soft.
coz i know , we'll be the sweetest couple ever & i wont quarrel with
bebe ever & anymore , not even once again. if there's something went
wrong , we would be honestly telling each other the mistake &
where went wrong . we've plan , dream & goal.
& i know i will be holding your hands and strive for the plan , dream & goal.
& please bebe , dont anyhow think anymore k?
seeing you being sad, i doesnt feel good too. forget my past.
treat that the bastard didnt anyhow tell you anything k?
im happy that you dont mind about my past . but
sometime , you doesnt seem to be trust in me.
bebe , love is build of trust , i trust you more now & trust me too k?
i'll dote & love you more than you dote & love me the k ?
thats what you taught me , love/.

2009-08-06T19:45:00.001-07:00

well, friday again ? which is my payday !! :D money , money , money !
today didnt went school . coz of the national day celeb ,
school untill 10am only , waste my time go .
k , & i dont knwo today will be going where , LIFE SO BORED !
ytd went out with huiling , peiling & gary, job hunting.
boring. 2 hours bus trip back to bedok , sleep , sleeping & slept.
nothing else fun , why not , CAMWHORING ! :D
i know im being lame --
nothing much.

2009-08-03T08:30:00.000-07:00

well , hi .

first i wanna say !!
YU ZHIQIAN ON AUGUST 2 , 2009 HAVE CAME OUT !!
&&& i finally get to see her after waiting for 6months!
miss her so badly :DDDDDDDD

second , cut my fringe & reborn again , i look like an idiot. ):
nehmind , hair will grow :D

k , just went out with zhiqian to bugis walkwalk & so.
just reach home not long & im gonna say goodnight soon. will be working ):
not even sure whether august 9 can go celeb national day anot ):
ife's so bad.

alright , i realise something went wrong,
whats LONELY means , by sunday.
there's a serious misunderstanding with the group, i wish to get back
the group like last time, but all went seperate ways.
speechless, but still i hope i can do something , which i know its very hard.
. . . . . . . . . . . . . .

&& lastly, i indeed miss my silly big bully :(
haven been spend time with him due to both of us working :(

2009-07-31T07:18:00.000-07:00

Thursday's picture :

thursday finally off , went out with bebe go shopping & walkwalk :D
went bugis spend our fews hours there , meetup quite a number of ppl ,
familiar face(s) in street. shop around with bebe & brought a present
for my beloved dearest ZHIQIAN ~ ! kk , about 7plus went down tamp ,
8plus 9 went home. & today i really did enjoy, thanks bebe :D

im touched , i feel like crying !
is like , i really waited & really let me wait untill le :D
zhiqian is coming out on this THIS SUNDAY AUGUST 2 !
OHMYGOD , IMAGINE HOW MUCH I MISS HER ... :D

Friday's picture :
IS A CAKE WE BAKE FOR ZHIQIAN!
there's a after & before :D
it looks like is brought from shop , but really ,
we bake this cake all by our hearts.

present(s) which we brought & made for our beloved dearest zhiqian :D

kk , bebe today working , so not going around :D
spend my whole day at darling's house w she & shirleen ,
me & darling baking a PEACH CHOCOLATE CAKE FOR ZHIQIAN !! :D while shirleen bake
cookies. &&&&&& i think both of them are crazy . meanwhile having some girls talk.
&& they keep complaining how much they miss their boy & wonder what their boy doing.
all those/.
cozzzzzzzz.. their boy went for 3D2N SCHOOL CAMP !!! hahaha , they must wait untill
sunday than can see :D

HELLO ! I TMR CAN SEE MY BOY LE :D HEHEHEHE !
& i do miss him so badly tooooo !
k la , enough . baking was quite success , THANKS TO MAOMAO & WEIQI ~
*insert clapping*
hohoo , im gonna go crazy ! SUNDAY IS COMING MORE NEARER & NEARER ,
thats what im waiting for 6months alrd !

still the same , will she forgive me ?

2009-07-24T17:47:00.000-07:00

thursday went picnic w 3 couples :
me & xiaohei , weiqi & joel , gerald & shirleen :D
was very fun thru out. but didnt manager to eat finish those food
we have made. played volleyball , boys swimming , girls suntanning :D
really very fun :D we've said , more 3 couples outing in the future ya ? :D
picture are below :D

friday , didnt went to work , take mc.
go find bebe , walkwalk & slack , 9plus homed :D

today , later have to work le , but now i going find bebe first :D
muackkk ! this few dasy i really have much fun , thanks bebe & the rest D:

MUACKK !

thursday picture : (edition by bebe ! )

Ready ?

Get Set..

Go !

2009-07-22T07:33:00.000-07:00

'Say Cheeze ' yesterday before went to work :)
thanks bebe for the feast , muackks :P
kk , finally get to off on today & tmrw , thursday * ( insert wide smile)*
&&&&&& tmrw ! we'll have our first couple(s) outing !! : PICNIC !
finally first outing w my darling & in-law, WEIQI & JOEL!
those two lazy bummmmmmmmmmm :D going for picnic , enjoy :)

hard-working preparing those food for tmrw's picnic , phew .
finally done , tired ! but worth it :D
kk , tmrw finally can go out w bebe & darling & in-law !
we gonna have fun & enjoy before me & bebe going to work hard soon le ):
bebe next week starting his full-time job le & im going work very hard soon too.
very less time can see each other !!! ): but still , i know i work so hard
for who & he work so hard for who also.. :D
no matter what , i will go thru everything w you & be w you ! :D muackkk !
bebe saw it ?? :D

2009-07-17T07:25:00.000-07:00

Sigh , Changed.
since a long time ago.

August is coming , i've been waiting for long.
still the same question , will she forgive me ? ):
imissher.

2009-07-13T06:55:00.000-07:00

oh hi :D
today finally get off day , phew*
but tmrw need work again & bebe is going for his private N level .
JIAYOU O BEBE !! :D lets work hard for our future :D
kk , today finally get to go out w bebe , is like so long didnt go out w him alr
): sorry ): but nvm , friday i take off accompany bebe again D:
k , today couples outing & THE STUPID ONE COUPLE VERY LAZY BUM THE , WEIQI & JOEL !! nvm , go w/o them , first time go watch movie w bebe o !!! but the movie is damn....--
boring ?.... ): so sorry bebe ,
the movie is duplicity & i cant understand the single thing they showing ):
& i fall asleep during the movie , oppx :X

about 6plus bebe need rush back home alr , than pei gerald & shirleen walkwalk tm,
8plus reach home.

2009-07-10T21:41:00.000-07:00

picture edit by bebe , isit nice ?? :D

ohmygod ! do my readers miss me? opps :X , i've been busying currently
& not much time spending to use com , when im free i will be blogging . :D
or probably closing down my blog ?? hehehe.
only those close ones will know recently i've been busying on what ,
so dont say out ahh :D

kk , i've been losing weight & i can say in a very unhealthy way to diet.
my tip of diet : each day , i only eat breakfast & i will skip my lunch & dinner
opps :X , now my weight is 41 kg , 2 more kg to diet D:

i've dirft from many ppl as im very busy untill i really have no time to spend w them ): sorry guy & SORRY MY DARLING !! no matter what i wont forget you the la!
D:

k , some idiot reading my blog untill very shiock ,
as if i dont know they have been reading my boog like that &
they print my blog things & picture untill very shiock also hor ?
dont guess , obviously im saying you guys k ? can you kindly
just get lost from our sight ? after your appear ,
i & my friend's life have turn upside down , oh please ,
my mum didnt care what i've been doing outside , YOU !?
a person unrelated to me , CARE SO MUCH FOR WHAT FUCK !!
JUST FUCK OFF , FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK OFF UNDERSTAND ?

2009-07-07T07:01:00.001-07:00

the present i made myself to give bebe on our 2nd month.

bee said : " yummy!" :D

heheh ! today met bebe alread ! i miss him damn fucking lots kkkk! :D
i will be busy from today onwards , dont ask me why , FIND OUT YOURSELF ! :DD
kk , meet bebe at bedok w huiling to pass bebe
the ai xin lunch box & the overdued present :D
bebe say nice , i dont know whether he is saying real or not.
kk, nowadays never went out w darling le , we like drifting le sia ! ):
aww , sorry darling for not asking you out but everytime you will say
'YOU ARE LAZYYYYYYYYYYY !' YOU THIS PIG !! :D
i will really be busy from now onwards , busy untill i have less time meeting up
baby too ! ):

k , although we being tgt for 2 month only , who the fuck say we cant engaged ?
before we being tgt , we've gone thru so much things tgt.
opps :X only my darling know, HEHEH :D
he's my fiancee & my future husband to-be-soon k ?

&&&&
"some people living in this world really acting like a fool ,
& saying sorry to those kind of people is sucha disgrace "
they really irritated the shit out of meeeeeeeeeee !

2009-07-05T05:26:00.000-07:00

hi dear mum :D

kk , today suppose to go sentosa with bebe & co .
but end up , i've family outing so didnt go out, went to sengkang
to view my new house , 75% done only ! ): faster , i want move in !!! :D
after that went ahma's house to pray my ahma awhile jiu went
east coast to have our tasty feast @ long beach ! :D
the seafood there was nice :D after dinner went walk walk at the beach there ,
thinking if bebe here jiu hao le ): i miss him so much !
im sorry bebe , i feel that both of us are weird weird the ,
i dont know how to explain the feeling but i scare bebe will kana snatch away .
i scare you will dont want me ):

bamboo clam :D

fried man tou .

sri lanka's crab !

prawn :D

frog !

desert ! :D

2009-07-04T06:43:00.000-07:00

hi eddy daddy ! :D

HELLO my dear readers ! :D
ohoh , i realise i didnt blog for a long time , opps :x
phone spoiled a couple of days ago , i dont like posting
w/o picture :D

kk , today early morning jiu went out to meet bebe eat breakfast , blabla..
tamp-far east-lavander-bugis-lavander-home sweet home :D
tamp to meet bebe , far east to accompany bebe take pay & eat breakfast,
lavander to meet friends up , bugis to go SHEEEEESHAAAAAAAAAA again ! :D
lavander to take bus back home sweet home ,
that was my sweet & short day :D i enjoyed it very much !
thanks bebe :D i love you laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :P

*time is running faster & faster .
just left with 1 more month , my dear girl will be out.
who , we all are waiting for.
imissyou , & everyday i will pray for you to forgive me.

2009-06-29T07:27:00.000-07:00

fort cunning editions :
( combine of mine & bebe's edit)

still have much more didnt put up.

kayyyyyyyyyy ! school re-open 1st day.
umm, so far so good lo. not use to it ! ):
didnt get to see bebe today as he is busying working !
but , i miss miss miss miss miss miss miss so damn much can !! ):
tmrw will be a better day & im meeting him tmrw !
teehees :D takecare everyone.

today's pictures :

overdued pictures:

2009-06-27T08:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY ENDING ! :D

maybe picture speaks louder than my words :D fuck loads picture todayyyyyyy !
im a happy girl :D
bedok-plaza sing-park mall-fort cunning park-R.O.M-lavender-home.
went places above , went R.O.M w bebe , but it didnt open ):
today i very happy as you can see the picture below,
i organise the picture into a storyline ,
from we going fort cunning , middle of fort cunning & ending of fort cunning,
notice them yourself :D heheh.

this fuck expansive jelly bean , spend my bebe $12 on it .
mygod, mostly is my fault , opps :X

there's storyline in the pictures below , notice it yourself !! :D

the storyline starts here , look carefully :D

2009-06-26T01:54:00.001-07:00

complete this art piece w bebe ytd , most of it is he draw one ,
nice ?? :D

hey readers ! im back :D
morning sneak out , went paya lebar find bebe , eat breakfast ,
then bused to vivo city shop shop , cause bebe also working at sentosa.
ummm , went daiso shop around , brought drink & cookies
&&&& i saw something shocking ! made me very happy afterwards .
bebe thought i crazy :D HAHAHAHA !
kk , 3plus bused back home , about 4.30pm reach home ,
fuck tired , gonna have my nap soon ! :D bye .

i brought this cookies at daiso @ vivo city , is only $2:DDDDD

2009-06-24T20:04:00.000-07:00

hello !
makee it short about ytd .
went plaza sing wanted watch movie , in the end dont have ,
went lavender eat & play lan , about 11 than reach home :D

the sweetest sunrise you gave me , boy.
bebe , im grateful to what you've done to me ,
thanks for the present you prepare for me ,
thanks for the surprise you gave me ,
thanks for the sweet sunrise you gave me ,
thanks for the hardwork bbq-ing for me ,
thanks for shoulder to let me rest ,
thanks for pei-ing me at east coast ton .
iloveyou just simply alot . bebe , you've done good enough alrd.

wherever i go , w you by my side ,the world seems turning to a candy shop ,
wherever we go , we feel the sweetness in the place.
i dont know why , everytime i feel so happy going out w you ,
i wish the time will be never ending one ,
i rmb, we still hug each other & cry ,
i really cant afford to lose you boy , you must rmb
no matter what , you also must try your hard to breath .
i want see sunrise w you agn , i wanna show of to all my friends,
that i've one good boyf , & i wanna show everyone that you've changed ,
not the last time xhei again . :D i will stay by your side bebe :D
this 3D2N you really done alot of things to me alrd ,
thanks bebe , & we've alot of fun too :D
everyday you gave me different surprise , make me the happiest girl in the world.

our 2nd month coming alrd , this time , i will make you the luckiest person :D

2009-06-24T00:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO BABYMAOMAO/. :D

day 1 piccheees ! :D

day1 , 2.30pm book in chalet.
walk around chalet , me xhei eddy gary weiqi joel cheryl ton there.
have much fun , but in the end they say ton ton ton ,
only i alone didnt sleep , all sleep like pig.
5.30am , me & xhei went east coast park see sunrise !!!! onmygod.
first time seeing sunrise , oppps :X
drink 4cups of kopi to make myself to stay awake.

day 2 piccheees ! :D

Fuck sway , something unpleasant happened early in the morning of my birthday .
forget it.
aft many ppl start coming after 5plus.
was busy bbq-ing food for my those 'VIP' staying inside room , play mahjong ! :X
catchup w all my long-time-no-see friends!
siman , baobao , wenwen , sherri , boyer etc came & chit chat alot alot w them .
so sorry , that i was so busy entertaining my friends & neglect others of my friend.
mygod , busy here & there , afterall , was pretty good.
cut cake all those , ppl start going off ,
left me , bebe , weiqi , joel , eddy , royce , sotong , tianci , nicholas
but weiqi , joel & tianci went off ard 1plus , then ivan , jeffery & sihao came,
was playing card inside chalet all those , but i sleep first.
damn tired. 3D2N , i just sleep for the fucking 5 hours !
first time i can tahan not to sleep , kopi was my medicine. -_-

day3 , 10am go book out le , still haven get to sleep , mygod !
now at bebe house , later still wanna go watch movie . tired !
will post aft im home :D

& guys , sorry if im busy entertaining my friends & neglected you guys.
so sorry , hope you guys enjoy on my chalet , thanks :D
still loving you guys very much .

2009-06-19T10:28:00.000-07:00

same , one bebe's edit , one mine edit :D

sweet & short day for today , i just simply love it .
today will be the sweetest day bebe have given me :D
im the world's happiest girl now !!!
teehees :D i wear the couple polo bebe gave me, today :D
showing off our couple polo (: & *ps , this the first couple shirt i get.
went alot of places w bebe . morning went to find wenwen awhile
then acc weiqi to look for something & bebe come find me :D
*tamp , clinic ( to see doctor for my stupid saw eyes T.T )
*punggol ,lavander , vivo , lavender , hougang & home.
i've alots of fun today , thanks to bebe :D

kk , chalet coming ! ohmygod , tmrw will be staying at home
to help mummy the chalet & bbq things all those :D

& ya , i found this in one of the 7-11
ITS PAPAYA MILK !
nice bebe ? :D

2009-06-18T10:08:00.000-07:00

ohmygod !
my dearly bebe finally back from singapore on 9.39pm.
fuck , second time in a week kana screen agn -_-
after work , faster went to hougang there meet up w bebe ! !!!!!!
teehees :D & i finally get his warmest hug le . :D

this is what bebe brought from genting for my brithday present
& mummy lovely present too :D
- couple jacket ( bebe's)
- bandage skirt (mummy's)
- couple polo (bebe's)
- necklace (bebe's)
- anna sui wallet (bebe's)

thats my day ! wonderful :D

2009-06-17T10:37:00.000-07:00

its 1.39am , bebe just mms me this picture while he's still at genting..

ARGGGGGHHHHHHHHH ! i miss my this daddy so much laaaaaaaaa ):
he tmrw than comeback from genting !!! T.T
but nvm , tmr will be a better day but i keep thinking of him.

went kallang first w huiling , weiqi , joel & benson.
aft eddy & tianchi came , meetup jasper & dom at bedok inter.
bus to serangoon to have our work start. FUCK TIRED !!!
about 12 than reach home -_-
just talk to bebe & its like fucking 2days didnt see him & heard his voice le.
:(
kay , tmrw still have to attend something -_-
TMRW NIGHT BEBE WILL REACH SINGAPORE LE !
cant wait to see him

2009-06-15T10:06:00.000-07:00

MR XIAOHEI ! CAN YOU STOP MAKING ME WORRIED FOR YOU !
no matter you're xhei or choonwee , you're always the guy i love alot.
tmrw bebe going genting alrd. very sadddd !

hougang work-work-work./
took 87 arnd 6plus.
someone suddenly appear in my mind.
i miss her alot alot..
the bus went pass..

-arnd her house area, when on christmas we waited for you at there , we countdown on bus, you're angry .
-the pub, when we were drank & you cried untill very jialat , andrew warned me not to cry & we hugged & crying tgt , we sang 'wo ai ni , by s.h.e' to you when you're playing pool , & you told me that wait for you to comeback to us in a sad tone, you said farewell on that night in a sad tone but w a fake smile. every of your expression i can still rmb clearly.
-the home you go inside 4months ago but coming out in 2 more months time, when on your birthday we went down there &
sang birthday song for you , i finally heard your laughter & voice.
i feel like crying , but i know you dont want us to cry.
i will study hard this time , cuz you say you want see our result.
im behaving myself outside alrd.
although i didnt spend alot time w you cuz i went to malaysia often ,
but my heart are always thinking of you.
im waiting & waiting & i get eager to see you . seeing your picture ,
i feel like hugging you ..):

one of my birthday wish is - that you will forgive me.
i need your forgive , i dont want you to say you dote wrong ppl.
i love him , i love you too. i just need your forgive.
YuZhiQian , i have so much to tell you , i miss you so much.
will you forgive me if you know that me & him .. ? ):

2009-06-14T09:22:00.000-07:00

HI EVERYONE !
please commment this two picture on top :D
which side of the picture edition more nicer ?
left hand side or right hand side ? please leave your comment on my tagbox :D
cuz one is bebe edit & one is i edit one :D see whose edit's picture more nice :D

HEHEH ! weather was rather good ! yay :D work work work.
about 5 , went find bebe & chester : THE DITRY CAT ! :D
than about 9 , bebe's parent cab us to bedok , slack awhile
about 10plus bebe send me home :D
tomorrow will be another better day !
XIAOHEI LIKE TO ACT CUTE :D
* but i do love him ! ohhhhh :D
& hor , some bitch , stop being shameless ya?

ACT CUTE COUPLE ! :D

2009-06-13T08:09:00.000-07:00

OHMYGOD ! ITS MY FAVOURITE !! : PEACH RED TEA PLUS PEARL.
that was my favourite bubble tea & i will always order that only :D

im in love w my sexy lil boyf :D

oh well ? today's weather not very hot ! ilikeit !! oh..oh-_-
went tamp walkwalk , met up wenwen !
well , miss her alot! chit-chat awhile afterthat went off.
atfirst going katong , canceled.
went punngol w bebe & chester , they go do something .
aftetthat , something very funny happened made me laugh non stop ,
they thought i 'high' , opps :X
went home arnd 10plus. :D

i promise..
im engaged to mister XIAOHEI on today ,
13june , saturday , 9.46pm , we exchange vows on bus ??
hahha , he purposed to me today !! :D
i lovedie him le laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !

2009-06-12T06:46:00.000-07:00

ARGHHHH ! so sadded laaaaaaaaaa T.T
tody didnt meet untill bebe , ohmy 天 !
i miss him hell loads can , wanna die le la me ! :(
went bukit timah interview w gary , huiling & peiling ,
spend about 2 hours finding the place is located at ,
really damp pissed off man ! & the weather is unbearable la !
finally , interview finished , around 6.40pm reached bedok ,
slack , talking cock. about 8.30pm went home watch my beloved drama ! :D

on my brithday , im having chalet & i've ask some to come , not yet ask the rest :D
&&& that WENWEN hor! how dare she forget my brithday is on when !
made me so disappointed , no heart de woman ! hmmph >.<

2009-06-11T07:48:00.000-07:00

life's going well & smooth rather :D
bebe is treating me more better , im loving him more .
oh my dear loving bebe :D i wont let mistake repeat agn,
will not get affected & lastly, i wont regret chosing the
road im walking now bcause you're the one shining light into my pathway :D
i just simply love you .
teehheeee!
okey , few days ago , went bebe house study &
IT'S REALLY STUDY CAN ! :D
i will study is bcause today i bet w gary , huiling & javier
something , so i must not let myself to retain! :X
today slack w gary , huiling & javier , like so hell long didnt see them !!:D
rather fun , talking alot of cock :D
after dinner , went to meet my beloved BEBE & DARLING , w inlaw(baby.joel) & baby.baopi :D
slack , nonsense , fun :D

whatever i do , i've darling's & friends supporting ,
but whoever i chose , you'll not be angry at me ,
i will be the world's happiest girl.
because you in my heart , has a very important role to play,
what you say , is totally important to me.
i just hope that you will not be angry at who i chose to be ,
im sorry if i really make you disappointed , but still ,
i will be the one who always follow you the longest &
whatever i do , you will always be appearing in my mind.
so do bebe & darling. you three play a important role in my heart.
behind me , you guys are supporting me , that will makes me the world's
happiest female. :D
dont forget , 9447426
the time is running near & near to that date im waiting for a long time.
& i will always waiting for you & missing you ):

2009-06-09T07:16:00.000-07:00

okeyyyy , went around singapore w bee , eddy , nicholas .
tamp-punggol-far east-pasir ris(bryan & ryan came)-home.
finding job, but none ): sadded.
some picture of me & him , at his phone , forget send :X

i fuckingxzxzsx your mama de love my boyf can ??
:D i know im being troublesome bebe, sorry ya.
i know today you abit angry right ? ): but still,
thanks for pei-ing me here & there :D love die you liao laaaaaaaaaa bebe !! :D
mayb only my close sweets know , once i patch back w the guy,
what does it stand for .

who said i've totally forgotten everything about you guys?
ya , i have new friend coming into my life , we've drifted very far apart.
but still, i've not yet forgotten you all. you guy accompany walk through
everything. i might be a psg , & i know things cant get back to last time,
i know , sometimes , bcause of my boy , i will ps you guys.
but still , i've trying to change. but whatever i've done ,
it seems not enough.
there's only 4 'sister' in my whole life, bcause S-I-S-T-E-R are meant for you
guys, you think i might be bullshit-ing bcause i've know so many new friends , but
only best friends i can say .

my fuckinggzxxs lil cute nephew.

do you see , 'carlsberg gold' in black "D

playing chest. :D

2009-06-07T17:48:00.000-07:00

i found something in my cousin's phone ..
this two picturee ! when i was in sec1 taken one .. mygod :D

kayy , im back guys. went to malaysia.
still have more picturee haven put. :D
have much fun there , same old things .

&& when i was clearing my things in my room, i found many old thing &
memories.
by then , i was thinking why will we become like that ?
because of something , i drift w her ,
because of something , i broke laopo-ship w her.
because of something , i didnt talk to her anymore.
thinking back , how much memories & fun & laughter we have,
but now , we all have become like that .
thinking back , p4, p5 , p6 , was she the one pei-ing me ,
go out , slack all those, untill sec1 , we started to drift.
she seeing me turning from good to bad , bad to worst .
& then now. i would like to say sorry, 6years of friends.

& ya , last time , we use to be very very close. she pour her sorrow to me ,
i pour mine to her, skip class , scold teacher , smoke , go out ,
everything we done tgt. ' even if no one standby her , i will still standby her '
this is what i said to her , she know what my heart thinking , &
what am i gonna to do when something happen , she know me the best.
3 years of baby , because of baby , in laws.
i regretted bcause of him , i quarrel w you..
i know , at that point of time , you're very disappointed .
now , thinking back , i then know how stupid & childish i am that time,
& i would like to say sorry.
but i think , things just cant get back to the same like last time already.
memories are what i have now , & you guys left for me .

now , we all have our own bunch of friends , own bunch of sisters.
we changed alot , seeing each of us slowly changing , yet still cant do anything.
at that point of time , only memories are left behind.
6 years , 3years, 3years . thanks for all those memories. :D
i know , time cant turn back & i wont ask for what , as i know..
只能往前走下去. 希望你们会过的快乐点. :D

2009-06-04T18:40:00.000-07:00

oh ya ! today, i will be going out w bebe , eddy & maybe my darling WEIQI !
hahha , kk :D cause after tonight , i will be MIA-ING !
dont try ask around where am i , i wont say , untill after my MIA-ing than i
will reveal k :D * dont try to msg me or call me too :D
im going to a place where humans cant gooo....... ~~~

* thanks for darling & eddy daddy for giving the courage to do anything i
want , & thanks supporting me all the way k ? thanks alot :D
& thanks my stupid gay ashiq , will support me too .
i just need the courage you guys give , i will find my happiness . thanks :D

2009-06-04T18:18:00.000-07:00

Edited picture(s) :

okey , settled down .
today went ubin find bebe. kelong boy !!!!!!!!
haha , opps :X quite boring , but relaxing.
the scenery very nice and the weather quite fresh .. :D
fall asleep there. about 5plus, bebe's mummy woke me & bebe up.
went to changi eat subway then bebe sent me home ,
but on the way sending me home , something cropped up , he have to go ):
eveytime like that the !!!!!!! T_T
hahah , find my darling at 504 awhile than went home :D

kelong !!

2009-06-03T06:27:00.000-07:00

okey , just lawinton's baby girl just born ... :D
today went to visit them...
THE BABY GIRL IS OH-SO-CUTE !!!!
hahah, visit for a couples of hour, get a chance to hug baby ,
she's very small in size ! but her skin was fair , CUTE !!!!!!!!!
hahha , congrats to lawinton & his wife :D
after that , went down bedok find my ohhhhhh DARLING & in laws
w bebe , oh , thanks bebe for accompany me to bedok . hehehe !
mummy called and asked me to go find her , and oh ya !
yesterday just told my mommy about bebe's things , i think
mummy impression to him was quite ok ? PHEW !~
&&& mummy seems so interested in bebe . ohmy :D

haven edit picture , still have more to upload :D

wlelcome baby girl :D

the real daddy w his baby girl :D

candid , was studying :x

2009-06-02T20:59:00.000-07:00

well everyone , i chose the pokka's peach tea.
yes , i started all over again w xiaohei.
i know , i might be bastard , i might be wrong or what.
but , someone(s) told me that if you are more happy w this guy , go ahead.
& from the bottom of your heart , who do you still love , just go for it.
& ya , i just follow my heart & go ahead.
i know i will deserve nothing or whatsoever, but i just wanna be w the guy i love , is that a mistake too ? many people advice me but beloved(s) ,
i still love him ya & i wanna find back my happiness.
go ahead & talk behind my back , i wont care & i wont get affected this time.
i've done wrong once , i dont wanna live in regrets.
is up to you all to say whatsoever behind me , but i just wanna say.
if you guys , in love life , have done better than me , i have nothing to say.
but you guys , in love life also so fucked up, dont judge people ya ?
yup , i might deserve nothing , but you guys think you will deserve anything ?

but still , lucky my darling still wish me last long,
thanks god, all the way is my darling supporting me ,
otherwise , i dont know what else i can do more.
:D LOVEYOU !! lastlong w joel.k too :D

2009-05-29T09:33:00.000-07:00

overall, today was quite fun :D
today having old friends gathering , finding back past memories of us...
went out w eddy , nicholas , royce , huiling , peiling , teobing , hanping , ashiq , gary &&&& etc etc..
went to tamp walk walk play arcade anout 6 plus , brought cake all those to
celeb eddy & bing's birthday . went mastercraft /.
girls talk & boy talks , everyone went high , than emo....
something unpleasant happen..
but still today was a fun day :D
all the memories rewind , thanks for you guys.
now i see clearly, who are the true friends and really treat me good one.
thanks for being here w me all my friends & beloved..
love you guys lots lots ahhh "D

is im not worth boy,
im sorry, i dont know why....
i will miss you still,
maybe now im not in the mood for boyf :X

2009-05-28T16:30:00.000-07:00

cut new hair style , brought new shoe & new eyeliner.
my life are gonna start anew . but my heart seems cannot change into new...
what should i do ? i really dont know what i want ..

突然好想你.

there is one story , i found out myself & i found it meaningful :

there are two peach tea , one pokka peach tea & one season peach tea.
pokka's have a bland taste of peach tea while season's
have a thick taste of peach tea. both taste nice.
but season's one starting you drink , it's very nice & the thick aroma, but the more you drink , the more awful you get..
while the pokka's one , although the taste of the peach tea was a lil bland.
but after you drink , the taste still lingers in your mouth and throat.
understand ??

peach tea(s) are just like two man to me.
season's one trying to treat you very good or even give you his best .
starting you already have a thick love with him & find that he really can be the good guy for you but
as days went passed , you get more & more awful.
but pokka's trying to give you his best too , but he done not enough .
but still , his love still lingers in you .....
when you went for pokka , you will miss season .
but when you are drinking season peach tea , you miss pokka peach tea.
struggling between two peach tea , both are nice . but hard to choose.

THAT IS WHAT CALLED : LIFE.

i still wonders ,
will you see my blog everyday?
will you view my friendster?
will you still see our pictures everyday or you have deleted already ?
will you still think of me or you've forgotten already ?

i need sometime to settle down ...

2009-05-26T00:16:00.000-07:00

i should be the one who are saying sorry ,
i cant see how good you treated me , only can see
how good i treated you . sorry .
you have done more than enough already.
is , i not worth to be with you ya ?
sorry , i didnt mean to hurt you , but it seems i've done that.
all i can say is sorry now . but i really once truly love you before , but
i just cant let go another guy .

我只不过想对你说声对不起 , 用错的方式去爱你.
如果现在开口,要怎么挽留.
我们之间不可能在回到从前了, 真的很对不起.
我是真的无心要伤害你的, 希望你能开心.
我知道我们很难在做成朋友了.
我是后悔了,但只能成为回忆.
如果这世界上没有'后悔', 就不会有'回忆'了.

everyone makes mistakes , so do i .
but my mistakes cant be forgive ....
let memories be the one in my mind.
i know clearly , its my fault.
boy , last byebye to you , i wont be seeing you anymore....

2009-05-25T23:53:00.001-07:00

now , creat a BABY family . -_-
BabyMaomao,
BabyWeiqi ,
BabyMel,
BabyRoy,
BabyBaopi,
BabyTeo,
BabyXiaoKueh,
BabyJoel,
BabyShirleen,
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
during school time , went YOG (dont know at where -_-)
quite fun , picture do talk ya :D

2009-05-25T06:40:00.000-07:00

a slimilar story one year ago happened to me one year later.
why must it be that way ?

i know , you treat me very good .
i know , i shouldn't not trust you.
i know , i shouldn't get affected.
i know , i have done wrong.
i know , surely , people will start saying about me.
pointing out the wrongs i have done , will start
talking behind my back , will start to hate me.
i know i know i know .....

but, someone told me before .
just dont care what others look at you ,
dont care what others say about you .
follow your heart & focus on it .

its true i know , after with you
i try to let go , i try to put down everything .
i keep tell myself , keep moving on & leave the memories behind.
i really try very hard , harder and harder i try.
but i realise i cant , i try to hate him , try not to get to see him.
but everyday , everywhere i go , i will be seeing him , reminds me of him.
i dont know what i can do . in school , outside , sky , mastercraft.
almost every part of the singapore we both been tgt already.
1years plus of relationship really very hard to put down .

im sorry boy , i made you disappointed.
i cant pei by your side anymore..
i sure you can find better one than me the . so many girl
surounding you ya ?
still sorry. i hope i wont do wrong this time.
i cant do that , when i stead w you , but my heart belongs to some other guy .
like that , its more unfair to you ya ?
thanks for the good you treat me , thanks for everything you gave.
although is a short period but still , its wonderful :D

Ngo Choon Wee , Xiao Hei.
Byebye , takecare & i think you wont be seeing me again. :D
Thanks .

2009-05-23T10:35:00.000-07:00

just come back from mastercraft :D
went ther again with eddy , royce , gerald , gerald's girlf , szekai & shah.
played true or dare, many funny things happen during the games,
HAHAHAHAHAH !
next time if early reach there , gonna play again !
really jokes of the day :D
guess yourself readers , as im not gonna say out anything :D:D:D:D:D:D
about 10.15 , shirleen and szekai went home , gerald pei his girlf
home & come back shortly.
-a moment of slient-
than was talking things.
about 11 plus , went home D:

you think you guys read my blog , i dontknow?
im not so stupid ya ?

*i dont wanna believe , but its the truth.
utterly speechless.

2009-05-22T09:20:00.000-07:00

oh-sucha-boring day ):
didnt went school , went poly take medicine and mc :DDDDD

after that meetup gary eddy they all. slack slack slack.
went to orchard walk walk ..
boring luhhhhhh. after that went somewhere very fun :DDDDDD
about 11 plus , took bus home.

sorry to all my precious, i've disappointed you all again.
i broke my promise agn. due to temptation, it ruin me. ):
once agn , sorry .

2009-05-21T02:34:00.000-07:00

school was oh-fuck boring .
having high fever but still went to school .
didnt know im so hardworking ... :X

was having high fever untill lunch break , awake from
my beauty dreams , and fever just vanished . :S
being to be hyper , as fever gone &&
peiling say that its not usual for me to sick & so quiet ! :D
okokokkokok , i know im hyperrrrrrrrr..

after school , went 700+ there slack w eddy & royce.
talk cock sing song , then about 4 plus , gerald and marcus came .
about 5 plus , went home rest.

NOW! , im going to watch my dramaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D

ohh, when now everything is too late.

2009-05-20T03:41:00.000-07:00

last nightttttttttt (19.05.2009) :
went out to meet beee & tianchi then headed to royce house there
meetup , royce , gerald & eddy !
went to bedok town park playground play , those boys were playing
like a small kiddy , so do bebe . SO CUTE LAAAAAAAAAAA ! :D
okey , sitting on a bench watching them play, was bitten by those stupid tiny ants.
about 7 plus , all resting and we started to walk and stop & slack awhile .
then went to mastercraft !! haha , about 9 plus , went home . :D

today (20.05.2009) :
FUCKING DUE TO THE HOT WEATHER IN SINGAPORE.
i think i start to sick , im having headache & flu..
mygod , torturing ..
but still , went to gym w gary to diet !!
&&&&&& MISSION PASSED ! i loss 2kg :D
starting was 45kg , after every exercise , was 43KG !!!!!!!!!!
i will jiayou to keep on diet :D
about 5plus , went home rest .
fucking headache and fever and flu now !!!!!! ):

I MISS BEBE SOOOOOOOO MUCH !!!

ytd picture(s)

hello eddy :D